As I approach tomorrow's event, I find myself with mixed feelings. On the one hand, I'm glad I've lived this far (with some of the bone-headed things I've said and done, "justified braticide" on the part of my female parental unit was most definitely an option.) And when I look at who I am, compared to who I used to be, I'm glad for the progress thus far.
But I'm also not sure I exactly want to hit the beginning of my fourth full decade of life (okay, yes, I know, that's 2013 I'm thinking of. Shaddup). Especially when I know there's still more I could be, more I could be doing (but am not yet in the right place to, darn it.)
I guess I'll just have to take a deep breath, step forward, and take the plunge. Not like I have much choice anyway, once the morning comes... XD